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lyrics
i’m ok. alive. my mind is clear like a london sky. i’m cool. i feel good. momentary terror at the foot of the bed. you’re not good, not bad, you’re somewhere in the middle and it’s oh so sad. there’s no spark, no life. shutting down a promise to the left and the right.
immovable. it’s a study but a killing machine.
impenetrable. i cannot live with this dark, pregnant sky sitting still across my mind. every time your name drifts by, “be not exist, or be too real.”
there there, sweet girl, you can walk all over anyone that you want. and that’s all. everyone is waiting just to watch how you fall. i used the reserves you left behind to find some sort of peace of mind.
i will follow the fire. but i can’t watch you stay in your still waters.
i want to see what you can’t see.
you’re a step away from the hell that vanity fathers. here’s to learning to canonize more than yourself and your black clothes. is that blood i taste or just god’s grace, or another violent longing for your black face. i bet you think that would take your mind away or maybe destroy me just a little more well i say, you’d be right, you’d be right.
we really meant it, didn’t we.
i still believe in the delusion that this is the end. a child waves to me like it’s familiar again. and blank, the umbilical noose has finally severed as if gravity lost its pull. i become minuscule in your eye. desperately reaching for anything else. vaporized; weightless. spinning into the ether. vanished; forgotten. still spinning. we really meant it didn’t we. i have picked up the wall, bled through all of saul, just to wait out to reach you. sitting and waiting to try to remember. there’s a person, there’s a beating, there’s a resonance waiting. there is something just so simple if i’d open my eyes. “but the size i can’t tell you” he denies all we’ve been through. we meant all of it. didn’t we? so little left of all of me. what a way to sign right out. you would laugh softly, stupid and uncomfortable.
we really meant it, didn’t we.
These are not songs for the dance club. An energetic medium tempo darkwave for walking the dark streets. Pulling the collar of your coat up to stave off a bracing wind. A grey and bleak musical tone offset by the courage of Alex Virlios vocals that cover a wide range and spew forth challenge to cast light on the sullen path. preciousken
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Such a beautiful album with so many influences mixed all together! One of the most interesting releases of the current year for sure!
Well done guys!! Fondas Sumerson
